Post by Yau-Man Chan on May 4, 2012 17:15:58 GMT -5
Hi So first of all I lied after the challenge. Yes I did have a brain fart on timing and my internet sucked ballz, but once I knew that Anthony had surpassed Jen, I was happy. I felt no matter what I was not the vote tonight. I don't feel Anthony or Courtney would turn on me, and either way it would have been Anthony vs Courtney, or Jen vs Courntey. I am called an idiot because Anthony will win this game hands down but I was the one person at final 4 who didn't need to win. Sometimes its better to hold back. My reputation is known as a badass challenge whore. In a game with rarely tribe formation that is not always an asset. I dumbed down when I had to, got my ass spanked by Anthony several times, and when I needed to win to guarentee Courtney and my safety I did so, in turn securing the trinity wit ha trinity idol play.
Tonight its between Jen and Courtney. Like I have said before, a few rounds ago Courtney was the FIRST to ask me for a FINAL 2 deal, 30 seconds before Jen and only because she knew Courtney was asking. Loyalty to the trinity was always important to me but I truely meant every word I said to Courtney. She is a breath of fresh air.
Jen... The last couple rounds Jen has been looking for ways to eliminate Anthony. TRINITY means nothing to some people. We could be easily sitting in the final 3. I felt Anthony had a right to know, and it made me wonder if he had considered going after me. Jen has been shady most of the game. I think she over played the strategy card and most of the time Yau Magic was needed to fix things back in our favor. I was defin at a cross roads last round with Shawna going home. Had it been Jen not immune I dont know if I would have voted with her. Anthony and Courtney have been amazing and I wasn't about to stab them in the back. Jen is playing Alias and I dont agree on his methods but its not my place to sell him out, She broke her word to the trinity out of fear of losing to Anthony, and she has gone above and beyond unessary lying to get to where he is. Tonight I will save Courtney with Anthony which allows me to honor my deal with Courtney.
Next round it makes more sense for me to lose the challenge. The competitior in me refuses to not try though. I think I could convince either to take me to finals. Making that decision would hurt someone truly but if I can win I am defin gonna give it my all. I want to be remembered for trying to think outside the box. This game the Trinity has been instrumental in planting seeds to send anyone home who dared attack us.
I would be heart broken if Courtney Anthony and me didn't make allstars together
Tonight its between Jen and Courtney. Like I have said before, a few rounds ago Courtney was the FIRST to ask me for a FINAL 2 deal, 30 seconds before Jen and only because she knew Courtney was asking. Loyalty to the trinity was always important to me but I truely meant every word I said to Courtney. She is a breath of fresh air.
Jen... The last couple rounds Jen has been looking for ways to eliminate Anthony. TRINITY means nothing to some people. We could be easily sitting in the final 3. I felt Anthony had a right to know, and it made me wonder if he had considered going after me. Jen has been shady most of the game. I think she over played the strategy card and most of the time Yau Magic was needed to fix things back in our favor. I was defin at a cross roads last round with Shawna going home. Had it been Jen not immune I dont know if I would have voted with her. Anthony and Courtney have been amazing and I wasn't about to stab them in the back. Jen is playing Alias and I dont agree on his methods but its not my place to sell him out, She broke her word to the trinity out of fear of losing to Anthony, and she has gone above and beyond unessary lying to get to where he is. Tonight I will save Courtney with Anthony which allows me to honor my deal with Courtney.
Next round it makes more sense for me to lose the challenge. The competitior in me refuses to not try though. I think I could convince either to take me to finals. Making that decision would hurt someone truly but if I can win I am defin gonna give it my all. I want to be remembered for trying to think outside the box. This game the Trinity has been instrumental in planting seeds to send anyone home who dared attack us.
I would be heart broken if Courtney Anthony and me didn't make allstars together