Post by Courtney Marit on May 1, 2012 18:49:52 GMT -5
My oh my... I don't even know where to begin... I have made many true alliances and one true friendship in this game. Which really surprised me. I generally make it to the end of Survivor games and never win. Sad thing is, I always know that I am not going to win because I have never really made major game moves.. I am looking back at my archives preparing myself just in case I do make it to the finals... 
When Ace was voted out, I was so pissed and couldn't understand why my ally would turn on me and vote him out. Then I began to realize that I had allies on 'both' side of the game... Which sometimes is seen as being a traitor. However, in my situation it seems to have been good for me. When I rallied to vote Jen out unsuccessfully, I knew I had to rethink my strategy. Which I did and it has gotten me here.... Getting Chelsea out was easy, but I really pissed Brenda off. I really had no choice. If she was working with me and Brenda then why the fuck did she go to Jen and tell her I was targeting her?? She had to go! Penner was an easy vote out for me, because I really hadn't talked to him at all in the game. OF course until 10 minutes before that TC was over. And I really regret NOT talking to him sooner!!! And then there was my girl Brenda!!!
so sad to vote her out... so sad! I would have loved to have had a final with her and Yau. At first I always pictured me and Jen in the finals together, but she obviously didn't feel the same way, as she asked Yau for a final 2 and she had the trinity with Anthony and Yau... Which of course left me out of the equation. Had Jen not won this last TC, she would have been the one to go. Of course Shawna should have left the TC Angie and Richard left. But luck was on her side then and since. Until of course this TC (I think, lol) ....
Anthony has always talked to me from close to the beginning of the game. He has always told me the way the votes are going as to not leave me in the dark, which I appreciate!! So I really would rather go into a final 3 with him and Yau... The issue is, there is NO way I could win against either of those boys!!!
Yau has become a personal friend to me. We have great talks and now are even FB friends... Which I don't do too often... but when I found out more about him we just became close... He has saved my ass many times and I would have no issues voting for him to win the game!!
So that leaves me once again with what big game move I have made...
If you ask Yau, Jen and Anthony, they will say that voting Penner out was up to me and my doing... It really wasn't but it saved their asses for blame... The biggest game move I have made was voting Chelsea out of the game and out right lying to Brenda and telling her we were voting Yau...(I think that's who she thought we were voting)...
I really have to read my archives of aims and all my stuff...
I am really worried about the next challenge, as endurance is not my cup of tea being a mom of 2 teenagers... etc... I am sure Anthony, being from Ireland will win the endurance challenge and that would be ok... as long as Jen doesn't win, lol...
When Ace was voted out, I was so pissed and couldn't understand why my ally would turn on me and vote him out. Then I began to realize that I had allies on 'both' side of the game... Which sometimes is seen as being a traitor. However, in my situation it seems to have been good for me. When I rallied to vote Jen out unsuccessfully, I knew I had to rethink my strategy. Which I did and it has gotten me here.... Getting Chelsea out was easy, but I really pissed Brenda off. I really had no choice. If she was working with me and Brenda then why the fuck did she go to Jen and tell her I was targeting her?? She had to go! Penner was an easy vote out for me, because I really hadn't talked to him at all in the game. OF course until 10 minutes before that TC was over. And I really regret NOT talking to him sooner!!! And then there was my girl Brenda!!!
so sad to vote her out... so sad! I would have loved to have had a final with her and Yau. At first I always pictured me and Jen in the finals together, but she obviously didn't feel the same way, as she asked Yau for a final 2 and she had the trinity with Anthony and Yau... Which of course left me out of the equation. Had Jen not won this last TC, she would have been the one to go. Of course Shawna should have left the TC Angie and Richard left. But luck was on her side then and since. Until of course this TC (I think, lol) ....Anthony has always talked to me from close to the beginning of the game. He has always told me the way the votes are going as to not leave me in the dark, which I appreciate!! So I really would rather go into a final 3 with him and Yau... The issue is, there is NO way I could win against either of those boys!!!
Yau has become a personal friend to me.
We have great talks and now are even FB friends... Which I don't do too often... but when I found out more about him we just became close... He has saved my ass many times and I would have no issues voting for him to win the game!!So that leaves me once again with what big game move I have made...
If you ask Yau, Jen and Anthony, they will say that voting Penner out was up to me and my doing... It really wasn't but it saved their asses for blame... The biggest game move I have made was voting Chelsea out of the game and out right lying to Brenda and telling her we were voting Yau...(I think that's who she thought we were voting)... I really have to read my archives of aims and all my stuff...
I am really worried about the next challenge, as endurance is not my cup of tea being a mom of 2 teenagers... etc... I am sure Anthony, being from Ireland will win the endurance challenge and that would be ok... as long as Jen doesn't win, lol...